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"Is it natural behaviour made unnatural by how I try to supress it? Once again all these conventions of society. Loads of philosophical crap about how one should behave. But human is as human does. Does behaving how I feel like behaving make me less human? Does judging others without self-scrutiny make me a lesser being? What IS the meaning of being human?" ***
Wrote that when on the 17th of August 2001. I was 17 then. Unbelievable.
< 24th January '02 > Hmm... Interesting entry about how I thought XZ was cute. If you know who he is and who I am, don't tell him. Haha.
< 5th February '02 > "This is quite possibly the worst or best (depending on your viewpoint) Valentine's I've had so far. so far its earned me two dates with people I do not want to commit to, and pretty much cemented the fact that they like me..."
< 11th June '02 > "See? I have IRC disease!"
Went on cold turkey from IRC for three days. Obsession.