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:: Wednesday, March 31, 2004 ::
Wotcha. How've you all been? I haven't blogged lately because well... there was nothing to blog about. But I'm fine, I assure you... Haven't been kidnapped by aliens, or struck by lightning, which seems to be a major occurrence in Singapore these days. I have though, been mulling about my 3000 word essay due on Monday which I have not, unfortunately, come up with a topic about. I suppose it's what comes from having missed too many lectures. -sigh- I'm a bad, bad student.:: Monday, March 22, 2004 :: A crush is when your groin is hard-wired to your heart, and your stomach feels all fluttery because both organs are trying to wrest control of your feelings, while your brain's in the background screaming "Don't I get a say?!" You walk around feeling all tense and excited, but discomfited because you aren't exactly sure what you're so excited about. But it doesn't matter - you're happy anyway. You're always happy. Except of course when you see people cosying up to a certain someone. Then your heart sinks and your groin keeps quiet and lets your brain finally vent its anger. After which, your brain apologizes for kicking up such a big fuss and alienating these two very important organs, and you start feeling sorry for yourself. The three organs get together and decide whose urges are the strongest... Then the brain steps in and decides the best outcome for all organs, and organizes a plan of attack if the go-ahead is warranted. Usually however, the heart is told to shut up, and it doesn't really matter what the groin thinks, because let's face it, it doesn't. The brain always gets say in the end, so if you're ever crushing, just shut up and listen to your brain. Do I have a crush? Good point. Let me think about it..... And even if it were true, you'd never know who. -smiles slyly to self- :: nimezs @ 7:32 pm [+] :: ... (Warning: TIC ahead.) There's been a recent influx of testimonials for me on friendster. Yes, I would say 2 in a week is an influx. Considering it's been stagnant for.... longer than that. Maybe it's just somebody's way of telling me to write testimonials for them.:: Friday, March 19, 2004 :: I have to say the Moulin Rouge version of Roxanne is the one I like the best. Maybe I'm being a little quick in this judgement because I haven't heard any other versions... but the polyphony in it is what really grabs me, the interweaving of lyrics and singing. :: nimezs @ 3:19 am [+] :: ... http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ddautta.php:: Wednesday, March 17, 2004 :: Tired. If you'll notice, everyone seems to have reached the end of their tether. I can't say that I have yet, but the weariness, the black moods and fatigue is draining me. I can't help but echo their feelings - surely you don't expect me to be bright and shiny all the time. :: nimezs @ 8:42 pm [+] :: ... If I haven't been talking these few days to you, I'm sorry. I've been busy writing essays....:: Tuesday, March 16, 2004 :: I get it now. My hormones are out of whack. That explains the weird behaviour. :: nimezs @ 12:02 am [+] :: ... :: Saturday, March 13, 2004 :: Essays. I hate essays. I hate LONG essays. :: nimezs @ 11:08 pm [+] :: ... :: Thursday, March 11, 2004 :: I know why I'm doing this, but I usually pretend not to know why I do insensible things. It's all in the Pride. So, yes, I don't know why I'm writing this at this point of the night because it's completely pointless - but hey, when did that ever stop me from doing anything? Anyway - Here's a intro to the latest 4 links on my "Other Blogs" link list. "Frances's Blog" - Review: Tis Frances's blog, as if you couldn't tell by the title. A very voyeuristic look into her life, no bad connotations here. You get to see what goes on in her life, plus her thoughts and feelings about these events. Don’t know if she wanted me to post her blog address though. Oops! She seems to have changed the template from last I visited it and it's a pretty nice now. Very sweet. "Joel's Down Under" - Review: Yes, it's just me, I have to make everything sound skewed, but he's in Australia, so Joel's Down Under, get it? NVM. There's Joel's blog, go there and edify him or something. Very blog-like blog, if you ask me. That's to say... He gives you a nice insight into what he's up to and you can interact with him on his Tag board thingy. Everyone's got normal posters EXCEPT me. (BTW, it's quite funny how the spell-checker suggested "joyless" in replacement of Joel's, which apparently is not a word, or something. Their spell checker sucks.) "Trisha's Blog" - Review: Once again, TERRIBLY aptly named by me, don't you think? She ALSO changed her template from last I checked, but then I haven't checked it for a long time because she hadn't seemed to have updated it. -grin- Oh well. What's with everyone running lyrics at the status bar of their page? I want it too! Interesting stuff there - esp, and most recently her idiot's guide to making tiramisu. Priscillia should take a look at it, especially after that extremely alcoholic version she made. "Crazier Stuff" - Review: This one's... mine. Also. It contains all the stupid stuff I think of that never makes it to my main blog. Sort of like.. uhm... humourous out-takes? Hahaha. It used to contain updates for my story-blog, but since that has died out, it's become my cutting room. All the better stuff comes here. That's all for now. :: nimezs @ 2:30 am [+] :: ... I am having a stiff headache now. It's this pain at the back of brain, and maybe if I had paid more attention to my bio psych, I'd know what it means. Except that it doesn't really matter because I sure as hell can't think straight now. I'm not particularly depressed now, but I feel I'm losing meaning in my life. Not that there's nothing to live for, just that I don't really care about anything now - maybe I've habituated to anxiety and all it does now is give me a niggling feeling at the back of my mind, rather than full blown sweat-streaming fear of failure.:: Wednesday, March 10, 2004 :: I'm surrounded by :: nimezs @ 11:15 pm [+] :: ... It is possible to love someone of the same sex and not be a homosexual. So guys, open up and show your love for your fellow man. So long's you're not physically attracted to them, you can love them, y'know. Truly.:: Monday, March 08, 2004 :: Apriopriate. :: nimezs @ 3:11 pm [+] :: ... I wanted to put this on my blog, but it's a bit large at the mo... and I hate things getting stretched out of shape.:: Saturday, March 06, 2004 :: Obsession for today: - Jhonen Vasquez. I only knew about him when I started watching Invader Zim cartoons on Central, and promptly got hooked. Apparently he's the creator of some other fairly famous comics - Johnny the Homicidal Maniac for instance. You can go google him if you really want to find out more. Oh, and why the resurgence of obsession? I got KaZaa lite running again. Now I can download Invader Zim. Wheehehehehe. :: nimezs @ 3:56 pm [+] :: ... :: Thursday, March 04, 2004 :: I have quite possibly reached the *epitome* (shout out to certain english majors out there) of my slackicity. I have a mid-term tmr, and I'm considering sleeping right now and to Siberia with my studying. Only considering, you see, but that's quite a big leap already. I also accidentally deleted a post. To siberia with it. To SIBERIA. :: nimezs @ 2:04 am [+] :: ... :: Wednesday, March 03, 2004 :: I seem to be spending remarkably little time on my studies considering it's approaching the exams. Point is that yesterday I went to see Cold Mountain, which by the way, is a fantastic flick, if you enjoy soppy emotional stuff - it made me cry, so there's your warning/encouragement if you decide to go see it. I just find it horribly terrible that the male protagonist survives all matter of life-threatening situations only to die in his lovers arms. "In". Not "by". There's a difference. Long story short, today I went to eat sushi at Wheelock place - which I have not done for a long time, so that was rather enjoyable. After that I played pool, and I managed to destroy one of my toes. Okay, not really destroy. I dropped a cue-stick on my little toe, and tore the skin near the nail, so it bled quite a lot which made me a little queasy. I feel queasy just thinking about it. It hurt a lot at the onset, but not at all later, so I didn't discover my bleeding toe until I actually looked down. It bled quite a bit. Did I mention that my toe was bleeding? I'm sure I have... Anyhow... That was what we call a RLe update, as opposed to a TiC update or a SLn update. I'll explain the acronyms regarding MPfA during one of my TiC updates. That last paragraph though? Completely TiC. I know you're tempted to believe it. It's probably true. I *am* NUTS. :: nimezs @ 10:58 pm [+] :: ... :: Tuesday, March 02, 2004 :: Sometimes I feel like I'm in love all the time. Or that I fall in love all the time. Just walking around by myself, I fall in love with the houses along the streets, the graceful architecture, the wind curling through the leaves, the feel of rain on my skin. I fall in love with the feeling I have that makes me want to skip and run around with my arms spread out, eyes closed. When I feel completely comfortable with where I am, and I could almost soar. You know what? This is almost what happiness feels like. Even if it has to come with the fall downhill later on. :: nimezs @ 1:24 am [+] :: ... Never There - Cake
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